Acceptance!!

I have recently been accepted into Murray State University. This is the best news i think i have ever gotten. My aunts both got full rides for basketball to that school so i feel that i am a repeat other than the full ride part. I played volleyball but didnt try for a scholarship because i feel i need to focus more on being a student and get used to college before i add a sport to the mix. I applied at other colleges inside Owensboro because i thought staying here and playing volleyball would be good enough. I then figured i need to get away and do my own thing in college and explore/find myself a little more. All of this is possible becaue i was accepted!!!

Prom!

I am finally a senior and am going to my first and last prom. This is a sad thought but also a happy one. I didnt go my junior year because 1. no one asked me and 2. i wasnt really worried about going. This year i am a loser going to prom because i do not have a date. My date is annalise and that is only because 2 of her prom dates bailed on her so we only have each other left. I think it will be much funner going with the girls anyways. I will be more myself at prom instead of if i was with a date. Im not all that excited about going as i am just getting dressed up all pretty and going out to eat and taking pictures. I am going to make my last dance ever at my high school the best one out of all my four years of high school!!!

When was the first time i got hurt?

I don't exactly know if this was the first time i got hurt but it is the one time i got hurt that i will always remember. It was the first time i had ever been hurt badly. I was across the street at my friends house when i was about 10 years old. There were three or four of us jumping on her trampoline. I tried to show off some tricks to them and did a front flip. When i did this flip i over rotated and hit my head on the metal outside bar. I just remember feeling some pain in my lip but it wasnt intense pain. All of the other kids looked at me and then ran to get their parents. She brought out a towel for me because apparently i had busted my lip wide open and could even tell if i had lost any teeth becaue it was so bloody. My friends parents immediately took me back across the street to my mother who then rushed me to the hospital to get my mouth checked out. The doctor said that i had gashed the inside of my lip and cut my gum. The doctor said it wasnt anything severe but that i could get stitches to sow up my lip or i could just let it heal on its own. He said if i chose to let it heal on its own then i would always have a scare and knot inside my lip which i still do at the age of 18. As for my cut gum, i had to get stiches for that but it was only like four. For weeks i had to take a bottle to school and drink out of it because thats how the doctor said i had to drink thinks so that i could be careful of my lip and gum. That incident has taught me a lesson to be very carefuo on trampolines.

The last CD i bought....

The last CD i REMEMBER buying is Nsync. When i was younger i was obsessed with this boy band and still listen to their old cd's today. All of the other cd's i have someone else has bought for me for christmas or birthday or something. The other cd's i have i illegally download on my computer annndd i just get them off itunes :]. I honestly dont think i will every buy another cd again.

What makes me stressed out

I stress out about everythinggggg!!!!! First is school and all the homework we have. we are in school for 8 hours a day and still have butt loads of homework to take home almost every night. In order to make straight A's, which is the goal for me, doing all of this homework for all 8 classes is hard. Next comes my mother/family. I love my mother to death but she stresses me out to no end. She is more like a slave driver and grew with a dad who was a slave driver. So she has passed the trait down and expect me to be the same as her childhood. Other than that my life is stress free.